As Ruth said to her Mother: "Where you go I will go." I say unto you, where you go, God already is. He will be where you are, he will see what you see, he will feel what you feel. Believe in him because he will lift you from death, and while you fear pain you need never fear dying- because through him there is eternal life. It's okay to be afraid, because faith isn't the absence of fear. It's the willingness to trust God will not let your fears bring you harm. It's okay to not know the question, because before you think it, God already knows the answer. God did not send his son to judge the world, but to save it. God is love, and there can be no love without God. Christ is the light that shines in the darkness, and without Christ there is no light.